My diet plan one: Salads

I super hate eat vege!! I really hate eat vege seriously, no matter taste how nice is the vege , how super good skills the chief has, I HATE vege. It's not healthy I know but I feel like anyone I'm still so young, not need care bout health, young is the "principal value" that I have now, scare what la.

But!! Recently I love to eat salads a lot, I would like to try some salads when I go to some cafés, Cz I'm getting fat. =.= the reality is cruel, when I reach 24 I started to realize I hard to slim down, cz of greeting old? wtf I hope I can denied it but this is the FACT!!!

Back to the point, anyway I TRYING MY BEST to fall in love with vege, so I start up with trying to eat salads. I tried smoked chicken salad from Coffeea coffee, potato salad from a cafe in taman desa ( dunno what's the name already) , avocado chicken bla bla bla salad from The Bees, and smoked salmon salad.

So far these are all that I have tried and I love the avocado chicken salad the most!!

(Avocado chicken salad) 

( potato salad)

( smoked chicken salad)

( smoked salmon salad)

Happy valentine!!!

2/14 is valentine day as everyone know, honestly I didn't celebrate it officially with my baby cz he is sick. T.T almost like a week, then I started suspect was it dengue or what. But luckily is not, just normal fever.

Just now my baby suddenly come out a question while he was watching drama on my bed, " bie , r u feel my present for u is too cheap? How come u nv post in Instagram as everyone did on 2/14?" Hahaha I'm feel like my baby is toooooo cute. Actually I was taking the ipad and be prepare to take pic on the present at the same time when he asking me that ques.

I was actually too busy in these few days cz need to take care of him.

 

See!!!!!! See what he gave to me when valentine!!!!! A mini rubbish bin, this is why he feels that I won't post it on insta!!! And he still say " nvm la, the cartoon on the bin just like u, so cute" == 😒😒😒😒😒😒, do u think I will happy ? The reason he gv me this is Becoz I nv keep my rom clean, so he 用心良苦 bought me a rubbish bin to remind me must keep my room tidy and clean. Not romantic at all.....haiz but still forgv him since he bought me a chocolate bar which is my fave flavor. Although no flowers but I don mind ( cz I personally think not worth to buy flowers on that day, no offense) , I still happy that u rmb to buy something for me even though u are not feeling well on that day and following days. I love you as always. 

Happy Chinese New Year !

Hello everyone, now is the mid of Cny, most of the people back to work including myself. I start work on chu 4, so pathetic. Totally lost my working mood u know. But then I had watched a great local movie call 一路有你. I think is a quite nice and meaningful movie talking bout two generation people have different perspective on marriage and having a family. Go watch with my sista and bf on chu 2 night in mid valley.

This is my ootd, lol I force my boy to take this pic for me and it's quite paishe, mid valley cinema is CROWED on that day.

And my sista had give birth about 3 and half months ago, got a baby boy. Damn cute!!! I always pinch and bite him when I see him. It's too CUTE!!

Me and baby boy. Cute right??? Hope he can grow up happily and healthy. 

Hello~new colours

Can't believe I have abandoned my blog for so long time. It's all my new job's fault, I'm almost half dying after my work and it's STRESS!! But I found a way to distress it. Hehe spending money to get myself look better. I went to number76 to cut and dye my hair, it took me almost 5 hours sitting there, but It was under my expectation. Just too embarrassed that every time when I dying my hair, I sue need to go for PEE. I dunno why...... Lol.

This is how it looks like, I suppose to dye pink brown but ended up turn to purple cz yoshi San said it will turn to pink after purple fade and can be pretty during cny. So thoughtful. Lol

I love my new hair colour very much cz it's finally got extra colour but not just only brownnnnnn. 

This is how it looks like after I tight up my hair( bad skill) . I promise my hair must take good care for my hair now onwards. Don torture it anymore, like sleep directly after wash hair without drying it. Cz I thought it's not big deal but now i know that I have been killing my hair all these time. 

And one more thing, hehe, finally I know how to use double eye lip sticker!!!! I'm so proud to myself!!!! I'm so scare to use it cz I tried before but I don't think it is work for me. This time is a small success. Hope can stick it better next time. Hahaha

Sry, not so obvious in this pic and I forgot to take a close up pic. That's all for today, night everyone. xoxo

分享

我最享受的事情就是分享东西，有用的，没用的，我都爱讲。尤其是关系比较亲近的人。我很想念我的朋友们，真的好久才能见上一次，他们说在国外很寂寞。但是她们不在身边的我何尝不是？

所以我会把我现在拥有的东西抓的紧紧，可是对方却会喘不过气，越来越不耐烦，显得越来越卑微。有时甚至会想会不会放手会比较好？很多很多东西想跟别人分享，但是我发现最近已经失去这个能力了，我想说不代表别人想听，除了她们。

我的亲爱的，我好想你们。

对未来的迷茫

亲爱的，不知道你有没有同样的感觉呢？对未来感到迷茫，恐惧。不知道是不是开始成长了，对未来感到没有信心。未来要做些什么？喜欢些什么？适合吗？这些问题总是困扰着我们。

我记得李嘉诚的一句名言 “做人不要一直呆在comfort zone里”， 对啊，一直那么的安稳哪来的进步呢。不管有没有远大的目标，首先要做的应该是尽自己最大的力量做好目前的事情，还有每天进步一点点。

不管事情多么的渺小，只要自己喜欢就去追求，不需要别人的首肯，也不需要听别人的意见，他们是他们，你是你。生活是你自己过的，他们说完就拍拍屁股走人了，到时懊悔又能怨谁？

亲爱的，不要恐惧和不安。要相信这次是个好机会让自己成长和进步。

看不开@-@

说真的，我到底在干些什么呢？明明就超讨厌读书，还发神经去那自己讨厌的课，为的是什么？面子吗？社会是很现实，但真的单靠文凭就能谋的好职业吗？最重要是我真的喜欢吗？我真的喜欢金融吗？适合吗？我自己喜欢做些什么我都不清楚，只能试这个试那个。但又害怕浪费自己的时间。

所以为了让自己感到有安全感，就逼自己去拿了这个课，这次是不及格了，那我还要再拿吗？拿，又再次难为自己（又不是喜欢，干吗拿），不拿又怕，不知未来还有什么前途。出国读书？都不知道自己要什么， 哪敢乱乱花妈妈的钱。唉，越来越觉得自己没用。

可以把目标定成赚多多钱吗？（谁不想 ==）做sales就有这个机会，也不懂适合我吗，别想了，就试试，想多了什么都做不到！！

今天很emo ，所以半夜三更发神经